Galatians
In this work, I have chosen to use parachutes and fabrics that
symbolize the Holy Spirit within me. How like a parachute God's spirit lifts
me, opening glimpses of heaven to me while I am still here on earth. How he is
a constant helper, leading me towards my true self. Teaching me who Jesus truly
is, not who the world has depicted him to be. Teaching me who I am, not what I
thought I was or who the world has taught me to be.
The strings of the parachute are attached to a young woman in the
painting. This woman wears the parachutes in the same way that she wears
Christ's Holy Spirit in her body. The parachute is much larger and surrounds
the woman, emphasizing God's presence, his love, and power at work in her life.
She wears the Holy Spirit like a beautiful garment and when they see her, they
see him too. I wanted the ropes to symbolize Christ's hold on her life, that
even though she will have moments of feeling like she is falling from the sky,
the parachute is a safeguard keeping her from death. The red fabric symbolizes
God's love, how it enfolds her above and around her head. It gives her the
ability to be a beacon of light and love to others so that they too might feel
Christ's love through her.
She then has become - the Modern Tabernacle.
The woman in the artwork is unaware of the presence of red fabric
behind her but in her hand, she holds onto a piece of it. This speaks to the
fact that even though I know Jesus loves me, it is the Holy Spirit that is
helping me with the revelation of that love. It hasn't been easy for me to
accept such a full love knowing I've done nothing to deserve it. And I guess I
think that is what is so precious about it. We love because he first loved us
(1 John 4:19). But what I do know is that the love God has revealed to me has
transformed my life. What's amazing is - like in the artwork, although I'm
holding onto a piece of it, there is so much of it I have yet to experience.
The Modern Tabernacle
Artist’s Statement
Because my body is a temple, "it is no longer I who live but
Christ who lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the
Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. I do not set aside the grace
of God, for if righteousness could be gained through the law, Christ died for
nothing."
Galatians 2 vs 20-21
The encompassing of this scripture in my life is currently moving
and has moved me into depths I could have never imagined for myself. This
series of artworks is about my experience as a follower of Christ. The
grappling to understand and to seek him in a relationship and not religion.
This scripture by my favorite Apostle Paul, constantly reminds me that God
chose to die for me and live in me even while I was still a sinner. That my
body has now become a temple where his spirit dwells and teaches and loves in
and through me. In the Old Testament, the Tabernacle (Exodus 25) during the
time of Moses was a temple where God's spirit rested and ruled. It was a place
of worship. It was treated with honor, respect, and reverence. Now in the New
Testament, His presence left the Tabernacle/Temple and now He resides in me.
And as the chosen dwelling of the Lord, He calls me to value, respect, and honor
myself. This is something I'm learning in the journey with him. I have not yet
attained it but I am recognizing that it is a process of unlearning all the
self-judgment and criticism I indulge in. In the journey of my life, I picked
up certain things along the way. I was taught that self-love was a form of
vanity. That to find any worth or value I needed to be valuable by what I do
and what I have to show. This entailed being good at something or performing my
identity in ways, pleased people. So, people-pleasing became a part of my
identity.
When I began my walk with
Christ, learning that I was loved fully and that there was nothing I did or
could do to deserve it - became a struggle for me. I was a performance-based
Christian and that's not the kind of relationship Christ was calling me into.
And so, He is helping me slowly unlearn being approved, loved, or acknowledged
for how I perform but rather start learning how I am valuable to him just
because I simply am. In all the artworks I use 3 colours. Red, Purple and Blue.
These 3 colours symbolize the veil of the temple. This veil, described first
and most fully in descriptions of the tabernacle, was made of blue, purple, and
scarlet yarn and finely twisted linen. Generally, this veil separated the holy place
from the holy of holies. This place (the holy of holies) was thought to be a
replica of heaven in the tabernacle. Hebrews 10:20 tells us that this veil
typifies Christ’s body. When His body was offered on the cross, the veil in the
temple tore from top to bottom. The veil being torn in two speaks of the body
of Jesus Christ being broken on our behalf to make access to Him possible. It
means that the barrier between us and him has been removed.